cari pasal of the day

"blahblahblah" "yadayadayada" "ehh so now that the plans are all sorted out...wow..you will be in 1-u tommorrow...midvalley on friday...pyramid on saturday and KLCC on sunday.." ".....i better start hiding my wallet so i cannot find it"

searching for small hands

my hands are small...actually i dont feel its small..but since im fat...my hand memang look unproportionly small compared to the rest....(dont count my small boobs T_T) but so far comparing to everyone i know..almost everyone i know my hands stands at being the smallest hands...my cousin whos 14 also got bigger hands den me..~_~""

i dont like can? feels like....i dont know weird...in search of small hands!!!!~dontla gimme 4 year old kid like mitchie sister of course my hand bigger..but ar..bigger by NOT that a lot lorh....my hands...16 cm!!: D from middle finger to the end of the palm....around there ba 16cm~~in search for smaller hands!!!: D win ar...erm...yumcha session kekeke i paylorh what else to celebrate my not small hands: P


searching for big boobs

lyn has the biggest boobs i know...i mean ..in msia larh so far...her boobs are the biggest in my circle..i dont know bout other people..peoples frens.. but hers so far hold the record...and its becoming so common where if any big girl boob pass by me and lyn will look for 3 seconds den look at each other for 2 seconds den she will say " i still win" hahahahahahaXD

so...must search for girls with bigger boobs!!!!!: D: D: D

we are sooooooo lame and mou liu.

cause i heart

.oops..i drew myself toooooooooooo thin...hahahahah: D.

i heart sexay channn!!!!! her 21st birthday today!!!

huehuehue OLD LE LARH!!!!
hope you get a chun boyfriend whos rich enough to pay for our food bills.
hope yuor career take off in a speed of light.
no more bad luck this time around~~hughughug*

sexay : like you meh..still act like small kid ish*
bulat : ......T_T

i suddenly sms-ed her at 3am..cause i suddenly remembered... LOL....cannot be call her..she WILL kill me..so SMS sjerlarh...she will be back tml from Kuantan...maybe karaoke~~i heart karaoke...o m g my obsession~~love*


i heart my papa cause he hearts McD as well

it isnt everyday you get a father who suggest McD instead of the other way round....

shhuushhh**...canot announce i ate this..cause...my gym trainer will slaughter me from head to toe. OUH*T_T

its really sad to hear how people lose weight in tv programmes..those "i lost 33kgs in 3 months" thingy. wah jealousnyer.not that im 33kgs overweight but still...

"woah~~ so how did you lose so much in 3 months?"

"i ate pineapple and yoghurt everyday"
"i didnt carbs for a yearliao"
"i ate cheese cake for breakfast...beef and pineapple for lunch and cheese cake for dinner"
"i ate yoghurt and green tea...or maybe some occasional fruits"
"i ate diet pills..diarhheoa pill...anti depressed pills"

all with EXTRA KENG CHAU EXERCISE!!~
woahhhh
WOahhhh~~~

*continue eating McD..cause im lovin it~~: P

showing off

e cup lyn called me that day.

she said in utmost embarassed voice

"i cannot believe i cried in front of lap cheong that day!!!! so memalufying!!!"

in response...."well at least now we know that you sure passliao: P"

"....."
"....i was thinking bout that too!!: P"
"but so memalufying!!!"

thinking bout it...of courselar its memalufying. i had my fair share of dripping overflowing tears in front of people before. not in the movies or some sad accident. but in situations where its ...like..telling to people that you are weak. you need to cry. you cant just put on your mask anymore.

although i really hate myself sometimes cause i cant really control my emotions. in fact i find it really hard...basically you can see everything written on my face... thats why i suck in lying. but on the other hand..i actually find it...i dont know. when e cup lyn said that i felt...i felt shes human, not that shes not..(shes actually an orrgui) but then...cause she hardly show emotions(esp sad ones...why no one show sad emotions when everyone is supposed to share feelings together regardless its sad or happy)

not that she doesnt show emotions... but its rare to see sad ones. esp when she cannot take the pressure anymore and broke down...make me wanna kneel next to her and pat her head. kiss her forehead. give her ice cream..i know that sounded like.."wth bulat...u think you manjaing 6 year old kid?"

to me when people are sad...a small gesture tells a lot...this is how i sek my frens...this is the way i am... you may do it differently... but i do it this way(thats why i grow fat..1 ice cream for you...1 ice cream for me...some ppl when sad dont wanna eat but smile anyway cause u had the heart to treat them icecream...in the end..who eat if they dont want? i eatlorh)

so its really okay to show emotions...i dont know ...somehow i feel more human...or maybe everyone only shows emotions to people they are closest and comfortable with...er...hmm..like how im not used to smiling at people im closed with when we pass by(very weird wan..sama class but not close i dont even bother to smile...hahahaha~_~ terrible) but i guess this is under mannersliao....

okay im lost.. but to summarize what im trying to say(this is why im not in some debate team...make everyone blur den just summarize it onlylar to save my speech)

It aint life if you aint happy. But it aint life either if you aint sad.angry.dreamy.funny.cheeky.naughty.
kawaii.nosey. LOL. after all we ARE humans with emotions~~open up to the world and the world will open up to you..both arms and legs: P

ah-choo v.2

never understand
"ah-choo!!!"
"...eh sick arh you?"
".nolarhh sneeze only what..maybe someones missing me!!~ hahahaha"
"...yarh with phelgm and all"
"....crap u"

later.....

"coughcough...pa my throat very itchyleh..you think im gettin sick?"
"...aiya wan kok lei ge jiek"(your imagination only....used my trademark sentence pulak wth)
"..cannot belarh..itchy until..i wanna scratch my ear cause my throat make my ear itchy"
"...WTH?...? anyway drink honeylarh it will be better!!"

this morning....

"ah-choo ah cho0o ah choOOOooOo!!!"
"thats 3 times definately sick hahaha: D"
"where got mother laugh at thier daughter sick wan?!..and i drank honey yesterday!! should be better what"
" aijo...go take medicinelarh!!~talk so much..and your papa luanluan lai..honey cure wan meh?! honey add phelgmlarh"
"......"


.my medication.

I WISH!(am wishing LOL)

but i DID eat banana choc from secret recipe just now *burp* ...what to do..sexay chan tarpau to my house de ...dont eat meh? siao...the cake like calling my name leh...

"come come bulat i know you want me..i know yu cannot resist me"

CHOMP!!!!!!** into my mouth into my stomach *burrrrrRrRrRrrrP* kekekeke

but im not kidding. msbulat is sick. sick is such a rare thing for me... imagine i sleep same bed with my didi when he has chicken pox i also wont get it....i got the virus like what? 6 years later? LOL so once im sick...i beh tahan wan..cause not used to being sick..lil bit i also feel like very the san fu~_______~

and once sick..i will be really the sick. serious sick..dunno why i feel ..people like me hardly fall sick wan...sure one day die of a great sickness...you know those people always fall sick..small sickslar...flularh..coughlarh..then due to the fact they always fall sick thus thier body built up anti-resistants(antibodi whatever) to fight off all these sickness..thus they are indirectly stronger.

people like me seldom sick..suddenly tsunami sick come..kengkeng one. my body cannot tahan..den mai dielorh..ya...hahahha i actually think this way. my mom say i siao wan....cause i healthy only hardly sick marh....noleh mom T_T cause i make friends with virus then suddenly they wan bully me mai make me sicklorh....

okay...to prove how sick i am...theres the proof... i talk crap for 2 paragraphs..now reading back i also dont know what i just talk about.. zzZZZzzzz.

in short....im sick. im sneezing. i hate medicines(yuck..the real medicine i took..not the cake...is yellow, had red/pink lines and is bitter..T_T aiaiai..i only like children syrup..you know doctor give the bottle transparent white sweet de? yarh...when i go see doctor i always ask can i have the syrup..hahahahaha and no..he wont gimme...) i hate sleeping when sick (somehow when you wake up feels even more sick) i hate cough. i hate breathing through my mouth....

you know what, i remember the other day i said this when my gym trainer say why gym almost half a year still never put down weight.

"aiyo...i rather get one very keng sickness then put down weight faster..once cure liao then i maintain weight"

be careful for what you wish for...cause now sick jor..not big de..but still..~_~ if really tai ka lai si happen..knslarh..plus...people like me.....Kekekekeke sick also eat stilll..dont care: P suanle.

...oklarh i dont want to crap liao: D i have been crapping a lot...everybody also beh thn me on msn kekeke. ..

no...what im trying to say is..im a kelian sick lil bulat girl...please seksek me...so i can be better *ah -choo* show you pitiful look.

looks at KFC on the table....cannot eat de KFC that my didi tarpau for me (later gonna snowlar) cause he dont know i sick....*shows you charm look lvl 5* T_TT_TT_T

surprise surprise

..i suck at surprises....wanted to at least make sexay chan a bit surprised during her birthday by doing something...anythinglarh...in the end

"eh alice say want to celebrate worh"
"like that i call alice to see what is going on den we all can celebrate it together. you like yit lao wad"
"..why u telling it to my face?"
"...well..since u aso noe how to say alice said...den as long you dont know larh the place and all it should be fine!: D semi surprise?"
"..you suck"

"eh..i be directlarh what you wanna eat?"
"...er MacD or chicken rice at kelana"
"nono..not for lunch later but u wanna eat for your birthday"
".....wth..."
" we go eat jap buffet!!!!"
"serious meh...haha(tears of sweat)"
"(sensing my sweat) oklarh...i see how 1st cause my fren coming back from sabah ay wan take me makan there"
"i tok with alice liao den we simply cannot come to a conclusion..she gave a plce that i simply must have something to conquer back but i cannot think of any"
"..what place is that?"
"manhattan...."
"..dowanlarh we go eat crab!! den cheong K!!! den drink wine!! how does tat sound? economic nyer!"
"FABULOUS!!...EH! wth! u just came up with the whole itinery for your birthday..and aper economic..kns~___~'"

see...so i suck in doing all these...esp when you have to think of the money wise...transport wise...time wise...BLeah. she just came up with a workable one in mere split second..so why is she still singlE??!! weird nyeR!!!~O_o

and nothing is more surprising finding...peoples blog...people that you know...sumore es-RO kaki..somemore..i think wanted to kao ning de ....lolz...small small digital world.


ang gugu...

really small world..~_~ off to 1-u.

i bet the people there must be so sien of my small wardrobe edi always wearing the same clothes ...lolz~_~ not that 1-u dun have shops sumore. ahhhhh~~~

i can never understand

why am i bothering when its peoples love life... but it somehow feels so weird... VERY VERY WEIRD.

i hope no more sad stories to hear after the last one..ERM...lolz. i kinda patched that last fight for them actually...now i know why my friends always say me.. zzz~_~

i didnt go and kacau patch wan larh....somehow it came to me..then somehow i kautim itlorh...it happened indirectly!!!

im not a director~~T_T im not a tao yan T_T

but yea.i wish them all the happiness and luck althoug until now..i still think its weird. LOL...really maybe its not weird..just that ...its not everyday you hear a 1+ year old guy dating a 7 year older than him girl who has 2 kids..... Erm..

im not gonna butt my 2 cents in like last time. heck caused me tons of kns-ness. but imhere if they wanna..talk..LOL izit even called talking? Please say bye at least to let me know now u wanna cont tokin to ur significant other and dun leave me hanging somewhere like a lost duck.(you know always see ppl sell chicken rice..you see how they hang thier chickens and ducks? ya)

well as the saying goes( created by us haha)

甜甜天..or izit 天天甜

im a 香蕉..remember..~_~

she smart? i smarter.

my house fridge(lets call him Mr.busy) opens his mouth 24/7.365 days thus resulting in "jaw" problems. Mr.Busy's mouth tak boleh close nicely de.Oh and everytime i go visit Mr.Busy miraculously my tummy gets bigger! surprise surprise. sharing the same oxygen as him must have been one of the culprit. but anyway i just cant stop visiting him!! you too right? i bet everyone loves their own Mr.Busy. or..whatever name yours carry...you know like..MR.Busybusier..Mr.notsobusy....yea.






you see..Mr.Busy is extremely close to my mom, since she interect with him almost every..erm hour or so. cause they exchange recipes.ahh..yes: D and inside mr.busy theres a sealed place that mom shares with Mr.Busy. little did i know what was the REAL secret behind it. Mr.busy is far too nice to stop me..and curiosity killed no human..thus i always go and kacau that "secret" place.








but all i see..is cake stuff..FLOUR.NUTS and what nots. cannot eat wan..although can..she tied those plastic bags with rubber band so tight i bet the nuts inside are suffocating...you see also lazy to open liao.Mr.Busy sense my...sadness...but he did not say anything but smile and offer me an apple or two to make me feel better.


..i still think Mr.Busy and mom shared a secret that i dont know. she pratically floats and glow everytime after her visit with him...thats unfair!! why cant i share the secret too?!T_T

limitslmits. i couldnt take it anymore and one day i kutchi dear MR.Busy..HOHOHOHO look what i found!!!!!: P since i was soooo occupied with the little secret..mana tau the REAL SECRET is...right under my nose !!!: P..you know how occupied you get and you dont notice the significant? yea...

but whatever!

GONE CASE!!kekekekekkekekke: P Yum.wheeeee~~~**

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