:D maybe not. but why not? :D although ms.rockstarr is right le-_-within 10 min the shop is opened. we can put up the "Close" signboard. alco to her. ice-cream to me.
and ms.sexay very kns wan-_- "you say wanna tong sui. how did we end up in this kid's place!?" "kids meh? you got see any kid anot now?" "-_- " CEH! laughs*
slept with my baby brother bear :D *happy happy* hahah yes. i like sleeping with people providing i know them well enough. spent a great hour talking. HIM TALKING. me nodding :D so happy. wahahahahaha* you know how siblings are right?! everything also bicker. everything also "yaya whatever."(i will "DISH" the next person that uses that on me) so to actually have a deep inside heart talk from him :D i feel like .......aiya i just feel happy. like having bedtime story keke.
there was only 2 things that were MAJOR to me in 2009.
no.1 it was an emotional roller coaster ride for me. i don't think i have cried so much over something so silly. time and time again i tell myself to be strong and i always lose half the battle-_- amazingly frustrating. i never thought i can lose myself like that. but 2010 is already right here and i shall be a strong lil girl!! wahahaha* evil laughter*
no.2 Oh. how can i forget this. (actually i did until suddenly ms.boob queen mentioned it) for the 1st time in my life (at the age of 24) i received a "FTL" (Friend Termination Letter) from a friend(who is 27) whom i used to be close with. i still can't believed it happened. it only made me recall STD 1 where everyone goes "i don't friend you" difference is that lasted 10 minutes. this lasted....like...foreverlar i suppose.
i think i shocked myself by not shedding a single tear over this and was actually extremely pissed over it. i have never gotten so pissed for a very long time. after much thoughts and calming sessions for my own good by myself, i just let it go. he wanted it so i decided as a (ex)friend i respect his decision. people say i did not fight for this friendship. some say it is his loss. some say it's my fault.
i seriously don't care (or more like i couldn't absorb anymore) what people had to say. in my opinion was it was a whole lot of misunderstandings that caused the letter. (esp. when he is the type that solves fights, i am the type that will avoid and prolly keep quiet so there would be less fights) in conjuction to that, we had minor disagreements that built up from past already. me keeping silent and him shooting directly (or sometimes vice versa) all at the wrong timings.
it was kinda sad to see this friendship go (for some people they felt really sad, for some...swt. not so) i personally could not bring myself to say sorry. i feel that if there is to be an apology session. it would be on both sides. if not it will never work and since it has been so long, even after the apology thing. i don't know how both of us will ever be like the last time.
on the other hand, i must say thank you to him. i cherish my current friends more. if that letter shed some light on how horrible i am as a friend, then i seriously truly thank the ones that have put up with my rubbish for many years and yet stay peace with me. i know i suck being a friend most of the time, but i do try and try to make up for every lil bit.
nevertheless, i hope he finds his the other half soon despite me "cursing" him saying that he will only get one when he turns 45. *laughs* and that his business continues to flourish like how he always wanted. dato' by 30.
i guess those 2 played a big part for 2009. nothing else was really worth mentioning. not like i suddenly grew a tail or conquered mt.Everest. sorrylarh, my life very dull one kakaka. yea, got other small significant stuffs daily that it's for me to know and remember, not for you to find out ever :D haha.
OH. HAHAHAHHA GOTLARH. GOT ONE MORE THING. MANY PREGNANCIES! OMG. 2010 will be filled with babies!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! :D ROAR* baby shopping!! imma coming!!!
today i went to visit ms.sexay chan's relative in Assunta. she had a fall in the toilet and now she's under observation cause apparently her skull has a crack line causing the liquid in the brain and blood in the vein to mix together (okay my english and science sucks)
my maths lagi fail. so i can't come up with a simple formula on how it is. but you unlar. final result is she has like some temp. memory loss.
in an hour we were there, she asked about 8 times when is her grandfather coming. her mom answered patiently 8 times that her grandfather is in heaven and has been so since 95'. for 8 times after her mom's answer her face showed pain. like she was gonna burst into tears. however, the emotions last around 30 seconds and then repeats all over again when she asks the question.
it was so painful for me. so sad.
i was so shocked that lil' fall can make you lose urself as a person (indirectly) robbing your memories, erasing(or confusing) what was supposedly made up of who you are today because of what you had gone through.
please be careful. esp. you ms.rockstarr.
p.s// okay. everyone convinced me that she will be fine and this memory loss thing is normal after having a concussion. still!!! don't wanna see anyone dear to me going through this-_- i'm a worrywart can a not?
i did not even know such movie existed-_- shows how much i check movie listings. we just went to TGV (after looking at how horribly long the queue was at GSC. ridiculous!) and i jumped right into it at the sight of the poster (or maybe cause i saw the magic word. JOHNNY DEPP. hahahahah:D)
forced the ah pek to watch :P and ar...he obliged cause he saw the "Festival De Cannes" logo imprinted on the poster. okay. maybe cause Heath Ledger was one of the main too.
i lovelovelove independent films!!! :D there's always something ....bout them. certain depth that most of Hollywood blockbusters are missing (esp when i watched Die Hard 4...did not know why the heck i was sitting in the cinema just paying to watch explosions-_-'' sigh)
anyway maybe it's just me. since this show is more fairytale-ish based :D as long it made me happy. hahahaha :D i shall now leave you with the following link for i think the person wrote a great review on it. if you ask me..i can't even summarize it for you-_-
hello people :D meet the soon to be... in their "barney" suits...don't know why they are in purple. kinda liked last years theme. boys in pink. girls in white :D haha like marriage.
proudly presenting their age :D lame pose that was done since cousin's 21st. means just last year? swt.
don't think i captured everyone-_- but it was chaotic enough! esp. during bbq session i thought we were sending out smoke signals to red indians somewhere across the globe-_-!!
the very 'cool' candle. hahahahahaha :D it was ridiculously stupid in a cute way.
21st marks the start of freedom. together with it comes responsibility. in other words, take care of your own buttocks. *laughs* to me 21 is just a number. like any number with any coming age. but we all need a certain blown out of proportion number to make us remember and recall of ourselves sometimes.
ahh..how time flies...hahaha :D i recall my own 21st. i did not have any grand one (which i don't really like in the 1st place also...haha-_-'') but i had a bunch of small ones...like really ongoing for a few days with different people at different places with different cakes-_-'' for a 21st birthday that was the year i did not receive any presents also. how ironic. *laughs*
i feel so bad for my brother-_- always have to salvage some cake for me from any birthday celebration cause i am always too slow and he knows i love cakes-_- and their cakes always damn good. don't know where they get their stock. seriously.
ohoh! and my dad-_- sigh* the birthday girl always helps my mom to wash up stuffs after any celebration. this time my mom pao an anpao for her since it's her 21st and my dad asked "wow, she helped you washed dishes and you gave money?!" "hello uncle? you think why she stood there with your son together cut birthday cake leh?! why not he stand with his gf instead?!"
it has been a veryvery long time since i kissed a girl :D *laughs*
it also has been a long time since i spent new year's countdown with these sakais (although funnily we were exchanging X'mas presents as well). the last time was prolly 05/06 where we were stuck at the Curve while avoiding all the spray things that everyone was playing. topping the night with tom yum soup and lou shi fun at Murni's.
yes. that extra person is my mom. HAHA-_-''
went back to last year's road to view fireworks :D no need to squeeze and can go anytime after viewing, avoiding all jam! last year there wasn't a single person doing this. this year the road was filled to the brim!! everywhere!! at first was standing another side, i think Cineleisure's building smack in the middle BLOCKING THE FIREWORKS just as jelly predicted (i almost killed him) ran over aside for a better view!! :D
