good moms, bad moms, they are just moms doing thier best

today i witnessed a real life scenario in a shoe way

i wanted to get slippers and the guy went to get the other side of the slippers cause it was the last pair. the other side was still on display. while i was pointing to the salesman that i wanted the pair. another girl and her mom was there as well eyeing the same pair.

"tat wan last pair wor"

the girl's mom heard and so she took the other pair as the daughter wanted it. they took it to try. i was by now holding the other pair of slipper that the man gave to me.

you know the feeling when you stand there in the midst of a 12-13 year old girl, the type that 'the mom doesnt let her do 1001 things cause it is not a proper girl thing to do and whatever mom does is the best for you' type of girl? ...so she was trying on the slipper as she was wearing shoes.

her mom who was being "if my girl wants it, she gets it"

my mom who was keeping quiet cause she has passed the phase of helping your daughter and your daughter at a double digit age should know how to kaotim herself and that every action she does is now her own responsibility and she has no right to say anything even if the result was not what she wanted cause she asked for it.

i stood there in the midst of all these emotions surrounding me...

went to the daughter and gave her to try the other side. she just smiled back at me.

i guess she liked it cause her mom went to pay for the slipper. all the while knowing i gave in the slipper cause she was there as well. not saying a word. not giving me a single gesture of thanks. as she was paying, the sales guy was stopping her saying " sorry, but this girl took it first. she has the upperhand of whether she wants it a not, although your daughter tried it"

well..vincci workers rocks? hahahahahahahaha

but at that very moment, i just went " nvm, she can have it"

her mom just had the " SEEE, she said it wan ar. not my problem."

and my mom had the "WHAT? are you stupid?! you have been wanting that slipper for so long. now you are giving it away?!"

at that moment....well...i just have to find another slipper obviously. what do you want me to do? since it has been done, some things you just cant go..oh sorry...and i just cant go regretting as i know there will be other slippers out there but seeing my fussy style it is going to be very long before i find something i really want or willing to pay for.

it striked me where..mothers really go all the way to get something...Laughs

!!!!

update: whole family just went out. i don't know i should be glad or sad...but this was what was happening the whole morning.



tonight is the wedding T_T Lord gimme strength so that i can go through the 2 hours with much sanity..though i have to be there almost 6 hours not 2-_- aiaiaiai

and i am up at 730am to do my work! T_TT_T gimme strength to finish it on time.. T_TT_T i miss having free time ..sometimes

rush movie

: D : D when i was in college, we would complain that 2-3 weeks holidays are too short. the fact that that homework always came with the holiday in a package. so....suddenly it seems a lot shorter(actually..heck, we usually do not finish the homework given: P)

anyway HOLIDAY!!!: D: D

and i looked into ms.sexay chan's eyes with utmost sadness.

cause she does not have a holiday!!!!kakaka.

confession.confessionnn.

i spent the entire freaking day watching a japanese drama that my sensei loaned to me. was supposed to watch and catch the words plus you know, learrrnn from the language.

in the end, cause it was a "crying" show. like those touching type, not someone dies type. so...i was fastfwding cause i was impatient. crying like shit cause i....-_-'' it is touchinglarh. how not to cry. and...no, i did not learn anything cause they talk like they have too much battery or sunning out of time-_-'

my reading got better btw.

at 8.15pm. i on-ed MSN.

'let's go minum!'
'wth. you are still in the office? go backlarh'
'yala, going back now. minum a not'
'wait, i thought you say you wanna catch a movie?'
'now only you remind me arh? what time edi'
'aiya, lemme checklarh before we go minum just in case.oh ya i haven't bath also: P'
'....'
'eh..gotlarh the show. 9pm'
'whattttttttttt?!!! i am coming now! go bath!'

at 8.30pm. she was honking outside my gate and i was fidgeting trying to shut the gate as fast as possible.

at8.45pm. she dumped me at the door. i ran with my 'slight' heels shoes from ground floor to the cinema.....everyone was giving way and i was practically gonna scream 'LAN HOILARH' but mommy taught me to be a good girl...so 'excuse me' was all i said in between breaths while "running".

hahahahah i can imagine myself screaming lan hoilarh: D

8.55pm. lining up. kns. all these ppl no need to sleep ka?!!!!! ROAR. no work ar tmr?! ms.sexay chan comes after a while with a disbelieve look on her face..or more like "huh?! why so long queue, these people all no need to work tmr ar?!"

ahhahahahahaha: D

9pm. reach the counter

"this!! i want this!!"
"the 9pm one?" in a freakin slow voice...-_- hadlaju yang stagnant lidat.
"YES!!! for 2."
"where do you want to sit"
"...here. cepat!! sudah 9!"
"yeh....9pm, Der Fischer Und Seine Frau for two" stilll hadlaju yang *argh*
"...........-_-'''"

rush to buy drinks. rush to buy food. rush to cinema. rush to toilet.

and got 10 minutes of commercial some more.....always remember esteeeeeeee. got like.20 minutes of ads at GSC where as TGV starts right on the spot-_- ish

we watched this..: D
Der Fischer Und Seine Frau(The Fisherman and His Wife)

"For my wife, good Ilsebill, wills not as I’d have her will." The refrain of the famous Brothers Grimm fairytale which inspired Doris Dörrie’s new film.

Ida, a fashion designer, is travelling through Japan in search of inspiration and ideas when she runs into two Germans, Otto and Leo, who reveal that they are fish merchants. In fact, these “Flying Fish Doctors”, as they call themselves, are purchasing particularly expensive toy fish called koi for wealthy collectors in Germany. Ida and Otto fall in love with each other and their every wish comes true, if only it was not for Ida’s insatiable ambitions....

sypnosis from GSC.

to me it was a not bad movie....realistically speaking. it CAN happen. i mean WHY NOT? man and woman meet by accident. falls in love. blindly. gets married. big hopes. big dreams. priorities change. woman dreams big. makes it big. gets blinded by riches. man wants to be simple. live simple. be simple. etcetcetc. basically what happens when there is a disconnection with one another or what money does to you....i believe such scenarios ARE happening right now. this era or more in the future.

kinda artsy fartsy even if you do not like the storyline in terms of colours and all. RM5 per show. won't hurt to diet for one day kan?: D

re-set

during class,かつまた　せんせい asked

どんな ひと （は/が?） なりたいですか。
donna hito (wa /ga?) naritaidesuka.
(what kind of person you would want to be in the future/wish to become)

obviously my grammar still sucks. cannot recall is a ga or wa.

i bet if someone asks me 15 years back, my answer would be way different.

and this feels like the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" question.

just that the tables are turned now.

or maybe it is structured in this way but the answer is supposed to be different cause you cannot really direct translate something from japan to english......let's just skip to the answers.

half the class said
"おかねもち" (rich person)
okanemochi

some girl said
"せいこうしゃ" (successful)
seikousya

Alexaさん said
" ほそい" (slim)
hosoi

we laughed cause she was always eating in class. せんせい joked that her food always took up at least 3m of space on the table. but surprisingly せんせい likes ふとい(fat) healthy kind of fat, people. she says that looks healthy. in Japan, thin is healthy and fat is not. she was like "they must be losing their marbles to think like that."

when she asked me...i was stoning,

and in the end i mumbled.

”しあわせ”(happiness)
shiawase

wanted to answer useful as well...but got cut off cause suddenly the meaning of being happy rose.
"you would want to be a rich poor man, not a poor rich man"

was just the sentence given with no definate answer for it.

funnily,せんせい's answer was
”しんせつ”(kind)
shinsetsu

this is darn difficult.

with life's bitches and it revolving around one another like tigers hogging on a boar's tail. sometimes i don't know how is one person going to be kind.

sick a nort wans huh?!

makan time rocks when brother bear is sick : P

(yes i know perspective is out..-_- noticed after i posted)

but then hor...


(mom asked me to sleep and don't draw edi-_-)

things change when his girlfriend's MOTHER brought food for him upon knowing he is sick

CEH!!!!!!-_-'

but i manage to steal a bit while he dota-ed. the Yam rice rocks wei!!! and got soup some more!!! "Ai de Tang" - Love Soup*laughs*

on a side note.

my mom's long time friend(actually they know through my dad..but that's another story) has cancer. she is undergoing chemo now. came as a shock....but thank God so far it is under control. and she still freaking goes to work lorh-_- auntie..i don't know what to say but please take care of yourself.

d'lish delights

right after reading Quaintly.net, i nudged sexay chan on MSN.

assuming she is damn free from her usual "graphic designer's don't have a life" hectic life....*uh-hm* why assuming? i keep getting facebook messages popping out at the bottom right hand corner of the monitor from her-_-'

"eh you alwayssss say the salad from D'lish is good. how come you did not say anything bout desserts?! desserts are very important okay?! who cares bout salad"
nudge.nudge.nudge
"huh? i thought they were just cupcakes. and not cheap you know. RM7 lidat for one"
"but i read that they are going at 50% off after 9pm. go buylar!!!: D"
"...you think i am your who?!"
"aiya!!! your workplace 5 minutes away from MV marh. you want me to drive there, i don't know whether i reach before MV close a not tim-_-"
"whatlarh you...you pay is it?"
"Er..OKAYLARH! you buy i pay!"
"...mmm but then go in also need to pay parking ley"
"..-_-. canlarhh. just give me the receipts for the cupcakes and the parking if you do happen to buy them tonightlarh! okayokay?!"
"wahahahha ms.ramli(her new kns nickname for me) paying for dessert"

at 830pm
*uh-oh*
"i at mv now. ahahahahaha~: P work ended at 830pm so might as well"
"wah so late?"
"nolarh ,we were all playing facebook! i tell you that kns TowerBloxx game...."
"...-_-''"

at 1030pm
"ehhhh!!!! you both started without me!!!!" pouts* " i went banking for a while only"
"yoularh, drive so slow, your mom cannot tahan already hahaahhaaha"
"...whatlarh!!!"

apparently their signature dish or something like that...should be toffee cause it was so the sweet. and after a night in the refrigerator. it was so the hard!!!! -_- veryvery hard!!! *i think if i throw at someone, the person would get a slight bruise*

raspberry cheese with chocolate!!! huaaaaaaa~: D: D chun! i like this. i practically ate the whole thing. though i don't know why sexay chan said it was blueberries-_-*points at colour* how can be blueberries?! Sweats.......but wtheck, i like raspberries!! i like FRESH raspberries! freakin expensive followed by fresh cherries-_-'

this was soooooo chocolatey that i thought i went into choco land after a bite. it's like the chefs(bakers?) were saying "eh we have too much chocolate and they are going to expire, just pour everything in larh!"

damn pekat ok?! ahhahahaha: P
this one is...........i don't know. it tasted like whatever is written above. hahahahaha-_-' it was alright. i just cannot take the tatse of butter. assuming it is butter...it was like..ergh. eating oil at some extend....-_-' but otherwise *chomp* scrapes out butter *chomps*

thissss has cinnamon, thus sexay does not like it. thus more for me!( i don't care whether my usage of 'thus' is misused-_-') actually i kinda like the orange carrot on top..it is like some sugary chewy thing...that i think most people will hate......so.......can pass it to me yarh: D kuakuakua.

sexay chan said some people were actually walking in and out of the place waiting for 9pm to strike. some were already choosing at the counter. she did not expect so many people to come flowing in at 9pm to buy thus she had to get up from her seat fast from being left out. by the time it was her turn, practically almost everything was gone.

"funny, how did so many people know? there was no advertisements also"

i just laughed and ate another bite of the raspberry cupcake.

"so......will you go buy again on monday?" i thickskinly asked.

p.s// actually when i first saw the cupcakes, i had the shock of my life. there were HUGE-_- to me it is kinda huge...or maybe cause i did not expect much and i already had dinner..and ice cream...-_- aiya who cares. after a bite, i know why now it is priced at RM7++. they were like pekatpekat. at 50% it is worth it lorh-_-''' just compare with a slice of cake from secret recipe at RM5.60?(is it?) and this at 50% is RM3++...so...and yarh, after a while you don't know what cake to eat at Secret Recipe right? *hums*

but you will have to like....rush with the many people at 9pm larh laughs. i wonder how long will this last.

anyway, i am just prob. letting it out cuase .i.don't.know.for.what.reason. Secret Recipe no longer serves the Chocolate Marshmallow cake T_T longlong time ago they stopped it and cause Secret Recipe,the founder was the nephew of La Manila, worked there and came out with all the recipes to open Secret Recipe*bleah*

scary thought.

and so it resumes

After a short hol(more like a week), jap class starts! new sem. new terms. more notes. more words. more confusion. more memorization. more homework. more determination. less students. same ol' pretty*cough* cute *cough* young*cough* sensei(teacher).

i still cannot believe she made that uber kns joke end of last term.

"whom wil be our next sem's teacher?" Rebecca asked.
"etoh neeeh..."
"...i hope it's you lorh sensei"
"well, you will be getting the prettiest teacher...the youngest...." at this point the "old farts" that was in her class previously aka me, Stephanie and George(the noisy trio) started giggling. "the cutest..the kindest..the nicest......" sensei continued while looking up into the ceiling with a slight smile visible at the corner of her mouth"
"WHO IS THAT?!" Rebecca suddenly burst, "tahaning" no more.
WE ROARED.
"HERLARH!!!!!"
" : P"

damn lame la. Thank God we have her if not i would have quit longlong time ago. Language is sooooo not my profession-_- i don't know how others do it, i feel with every class, every part of my brain is being juiced to the maximum and it must be constantly fed if not i would to sure forget-_-'

surprisingly, despite how much i hate learning(fufufu) i love and enjoy the class, i will make sure at any how i will really study to finish the whole course, with that in the future i don't have to look up to read subtitles anymore. hahahahahaha: P (i was youtubing Hard Gay at work, just listening while replying mails-_- i manage to understand few words or just his "hoooooooo~!!" i laughed damn loud cause i was on headphones and my boss just stared at me with the "err..wtf." look of the century.)

anyway she was teaching us the "na i" form today.

"na i" form basically means "don't" ....

so e.g
shi n pa i shi na i de ku da sa i - please don't worry

it's much more complicated if i go in depth(i am no teacher..-_-). but basically she wants us to understand and so she was testing us like

"can i switch off the aircon"
and you have to answer
"no, please so do not switch it off as it is hot"

something like so.

sometimes she goes gila and she will imagine she is walking a dog....or she suddenly sat on my friend's lap which resulted in chips flying everywhere cause the packet was on her lap and it fell(lucky it did not burst)

so we were like "laughing" over the chips thingy cause it was funny(it was funny at that moment) and when i turn around i got this.

her hands were near groping touching my boobs....

i was stunned. stoned. every word to describe a stone sitting stupidly there. that's me.

"huh?!!!!" i gasped
her hands came closer. she repeated her question and the hands came closer some more....

"er er er!!!"
"OMG for goodness sake just giver her the damn nai ans!!!" i can hear stephanie almost near to screaming beside me.
her hands inch in even closer

so i said out loud

"NO!! PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE SMALL" in japanese.

i don't know how loud everyone laughed....okay i know-_-

but i turned 10 shades of red -_-''

definately. cause i felt it and sensei commented on it.

and i Thank God the whole class consists of females and the only male is married and definately jimui-ish.

ARGH*

did i say i love this class?!!! *faints*