what i did for his assignment

P.s//Katakana is difficult! it is so "boxy"-_- and i really should talk bout my new jap classmates's names...you seriously cannot imagine my face when i heard their names.

"sparkle san"
"Lion san"

i laughed and snigger to myself.

Lion??

"sensei, lion...Leon is it?"
"chotto matte"
*pause*
"iie, Lion desu"

*aduh* kepengsanan. this is as bad as the one i heard last time

"who shi Cookie. zhe ge shi wo de hao peng you, Milk"

i know bulat isn't all better either. but but!!!! I really must admit defeat to these people! *ROAR*

in the end...

i did not go for the orphanage thing...-_- it was cancelled. bah.

wasted my entire day doing nothing but spending time with my family. i don't know why but as i grow older i spend more time with my family. i always thought you spend less as you grow older. mine seems to be slightly terbalik-_-

and sundays are really useless nonproductive days-_-

all i can give are reviews. Soon i can give out furniture reviews too. The further we go(oh Sg buloh?!Sweat) the cheaper the furniture gets! so gila. until my parents got all crazy and bought the dining table already, though the house isn't ready till like...beginning of November?*whacks forehead*

ironically, it started out with a "round marble table" in mind. later they decided at RM5k, it was too expensive and looks like kopitiam table. moved to wood/marbled rectangular.oblong.all kinds of marbles. all kinds of wood. from 4k to 2k to RM999(so cheap that my mom almost screamed her last scream)....and then finally settled on a RM1.2k ROUND MARBLE TABLE that looks like the kopitiam one but it is not cause it looks better-_-(as they said)

you do not stop your parents when they've already negotiated. loved it to bits. felt the "this is the one" aura and are the ones working their asses off to pay for it. NOPE. you have the rights to just listen, sit there, throw in some opinions just to show you are at least still there.body.mind.soul. and learn to love the table whether you like it a not.

once home, my brother was screaming like a lunatic at me for not stopping them. LOL. we will survivelarh: P

Fracture
At least this show has slightly more substance than quite a number of shows. Maybe you can guess the story's twist, maybe not. But all in all, it wasn't all that bad. Instead it can be quite amusing considering it is not everyday you see a good guy who does not have much upperhand at all. But of course, bad guys always lose in the end. one thing's for sure though is the acting. I love both of the main actors acting. If you think the storyline is cliche and too guessable for you, at least the acting will keep you on the seat till the end. really: ) there were clues given for you to guess together, hahhaahah felt like i was gonna solve the case, not the lawyer.

DVD moment
Meet the Robinsons
simple.straight.touching.
It was soooo predictable yet i enjoyed every moment of it.
it felt like...you know when you were young? you did not need much to satisfy you. all you needed was a 10 sen sugus.
I don't know. maybe it just touches the kid inside me: D or maybe it was the singing frogs kuakuakua

wo he ni wen bieeee

"leeeeii Heooonngggg lannnnn!!!!!"
"eiyer..gok jiek chisin wan"(that wan is crazy)

that one would be me-_-''

i know the existence of Jacky Cheung but frankly speaking, i don't know any of his songs unless the ones that 40tripleD sings over and over again during karaoke.Imagine a banana at his concert!!!!! the seat was kinda near too!!!!*wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee* and weirdly we got interviewed by some chinese magazine as well-_-

it was really insane!!!! maybe if you are a seasoned "concert person", this may not be the best but to me, as it is my first.,it was really good: D kinda like a MASSIVE KARAOKE session with Jacky. plus at the end of the day, i learnt half his songs. realized i actually know his songs just did not know the songs were his. had a total new respect for not only singers, but everyone who is involved cause i know how much work was being done beforehand to get the whole show running smoothly(ahhhT_T veryvery charm wan backstage) found out Jacky is very lame*LAUGHS*

actually i have a WHOLE lot to say. but i am just waiting for the photos!!next time i am bringing my camera everywhere i go-_-' and of course manymany thanks to my boss for the tix: D
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i am goinggggg to his concert!!!!: P

cause we had tix *laughs* it will be my 1st concert: D

p.s// i did not bring my camera T_T

IQ kills you

watched "Black Sheep".

ever since the "phish" says it's damn geli. i did not want to watch it. why spend RM10 on something that is gonna make you puke? but my mom kena conned by newspapers reviews (again) thus my brother borrowed the DVD home after he watched it over at his friend's house. he says it is really gross and we won't feel like eating anything after that cause i was complaining i was hungry.

well...-_- my verdict is yes, it might be gross and a bit like "wth?" while the quality of the DVD is clear, i can't say the same bout the subtitles and audio. almost died reading and listening all the wrong things. anyway, storyline was dead straight. predictable to the maximum. however, maybe cause my tv is a bit the small larh compared to the cinema(okay damn smalllar) so i did not feel as much impact. how can you esp. when your mom says things like "eh, why when they bite got like chewing gum?"

"ma that's their intestine"

to me it was like watching "happy tree friends" live version-_- i was actually laughing at some point cause it was just ridiculous....and i really like how the human sheep looked like. felt so anime-ish: ) all in all, just don't watch it if you don't like gross stuff or nonsensical stuffs. it might happen but naaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh: P(oops?)

oh btw, i was hungry after the show-_-''

my brother damn semangat "jiejie!! see IQ questions!"
which both of us were like "okay..what??" i googled it down when he was asleep and surprisingly i found the site that gives the answer to ALMOST all the questions in his paper....-_- whatla!!!!!!!!!! zzzzz. so beh tong!

and the worse part is finding out the answer i guessed was wrong and his was right T_T ceh. but okaylarh..i managed to guess like...2 rights? ahahahah-_- i am so not IQ savvy...besides the picture IQ qns are easier i feel. and some of the questions are not applicable here.

For example.
A man leaves home one night & drives over a mile to meet a friend for a drink. When the man arrives home, the clock shows a time only five minutes later than when he left. How is this possible?
Hint: There is nothing wrong with the clock, & it consistently shows the correct time.

I don't know what are your guesses. but the answer was like...The man left his house just before the clocks were set back 1 hour for daylight savings time in the fall. His wife set the clock to show the correct time....-_-

i don't think this would cross our minds since we do not have fall here. besides my answer was "He came back the next day,5 minutes later then the time he left previous night" hahahahaha-_- sorrylarh. best lamest answer i can squeeze out from my pea brain.

but of all questions i like the following: P

Augustine and Justin were found dead in an old mansion in Egypt. There was no sign of murder and no damage was seen around the house. There was a broken bowl near them. How did they die?

kuakuakua. Let's exercise our brains before we start work?: D: D

small talks

Funny moment
sexay chan just called me to tell me that se locked her room keys and house keys inside her bedroom hahahahahahahahahaha: P luckily she has house mates but she cannot balik her bedroom for now. waiting to see whether chest hair eva will be back tonight as she has the spare room key but she is in Muar! must be come back suin pin see her
"Leo Burnett" boyfriend*kuakuakua*
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Lazy moment
have been sleeping with my mom past few nights due to the fact that my dad is not home. people might feel weird and even label me as mama girl when in fact"eh, dad not in you have to sleep with me arh! the bed so big nobody very funny"
".....i teach you my daily night activity larh, begolek-golek and berguling-guling: D"

but actually i really like sleeping with mom. not that it means i like dad being out but mom's room had this "shu fuk" feel plus sleeping on her bed feels very hotel-sy.

"it is so hard to wake up in the morning"
"maybe cause you sleep so late? if it's me i will feel very regretful for sleeping so late the night before"
"huhhh. if me i always think, omg why is the weather so beautiful, or why i have to work today or why can't work starts at 11am..?"
".....what kns attitude is that?! like no self realization is your fault that the consequences now is you find it hard to get up"
"mmm i realize it is my fault and everything else that comes in a package!!!"

mom don't want to choi me anymore *laughs*
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Thankful moment

i really thank the person who invented water heater T_T i don't know how i spent my primary days taking ice cold baths before school at 6 am. damn gila.

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Leng jai moment
yesterday i went to buy CD..or help 40tripleD who is outstation to buy CD? Jacky Cheungla. who else? laughs. apparently boss can get his siggy but we must have his CD*reminds me of how crazy the fans and lee hom's bodyguard are the last time i went to squeeze my self through to get his siggy for chip-_-* anyway, we won't meet him but getting siggy is quite a big deal cause i don't recall jacky having promotional siggy moments at 1-u or sunway.

anyway, went to get the CD which apparently is out of stock last week. went to Atria cause that is the nearest to my house and maybe there would be stock since i don't see many people entering Atria*laughs* gottttt GOT!!!..imported version RM119..malaysia version RM49/59. damn gila-_- although it's for 2CD(s) and 40tripleD said that like that might as well she go and buy his concert ticket and watch him live. hahahahahahaha.

so nope. no CD. as much as i would love to get his siggy. i don't know which album to get. plus usually when i get siggy like these, i will ask around who wants. so...this isn't like a 100% confirmed thing but if anyone wants to try their luck and wants his siggy. tell me, then it will be yours if i really get it: D: D: D either you provide the CD or pay me for the CD.*laughs* already asked prawn babe..so..i don't know who else..-_-

oh yea, the guy that works in the CD shop at Atria: D not bad. kuakuakua. it has been a long time since i have seen a decent guy and a tall one at that!...i like tall guys but i am and will feel terribly short AND they always can see my bald spot..zzzzzz-_- well, it was good washing my eyes while it lasted plus he was really nice to me, my frantic look for the CD must have been quite obvious. laughs*

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Sorry moment
sometimes i feel so bad. quite a number of people don't really want me to continue my job cause they want me to explore somewhere else. maybe somewhere within my field or something that will have more in return. my brother's girlfriend's mom searches for me. my mom searches for me. even mopiko's boyfriend in sg does it. maybe a few more that helps once in a while. i feel so bad when even i said don't need. they still do it cause they think it will be better for me plus i really need to get out there and see more people and all. i seriously think it's my lack of confidence and "don't know what i'm doing" that i am stuck here sometimes. ah...-_- oh ya...and they treat me so nice..it gets much harder to leave even if i want to T_T
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Gila moment
this is when if i do follow them to MacD, Centerpoint tonight-_- decided not to go~ huehuehue: P

do you? will you?

sexay chan* says:
err going to a mentally retarded children centre
sexay chan* says:
he was asking wther anyone going to help out anot
sexay chan* says:
err...the doc said help the ppl clean up wor
sexay chan* says:
ie wash hair
sexay chan* says:
clean their wounds
sexay chan* says:
my class like not many ppl interested la
sexay chan says:
mostly aunties
sexay chan* says:
the doc said the retards are really bad...
sexay chan* says:
some have to be tied

i have been to these centers before. or should i call them homes? i went there not out of my own free will or sudden mother teresa hormones. usually people end up there because they are asked to (and you know what people can say in front and behind of you sometimes if you decline these invitations). some go for the sake of going(aka marks allocation). even sometimes when i see pageants on tv, i can't help but wonder "do all these ladies really have fun or they have no choice but to plaster fun"

i know i am being so terrible here. people might be all there for a good cause and i am doubting them.

i don't know bout you guys but everytime i go to these places. as much i would love to help out. as much i would love to give them as much love as i give to my loved ones. i find it so difficult. cause for one, i don't know how to react. you can be all nice and friendly but sometimes there a certain barrier. a tiny barrier that makes me feel stone and weak.

all you need to do is hug them and give them a bit of your love.share your happiness.

i really find it difficult!! maybe i am just so not used to it. or maybe i am so not a caring person on the inside. i feel sad for them of course but it's like "howw???" am i just suppose to hug? once, one of them suddenly grabbed and will not let go. each moment the grip was getting harder until one of the workers had to pull him away. once more, this guy came and shake my hand. and shake again few moments later. then come back to shake again.

all the time i had the "okay what am i suppose to do look". i can shake his hands 10000 times. but i just don't know what to do. am i suppose to make small talk. do i share my sweets with him? i don't want to just hug and then leave and never come back forever. to me sometimes it feels like some fake "just do cause you are supposed to" and the fact i know that i most prob won't go back there although it's near my home. (okay fine i did not, i only went there to give stuffs like rice or necessities that my parents buy for them once in a while)

i really want to know what people actually feel when they go to these homes. i see my aunt and uncle religiously doing all these, including their 10 year old daughter(her 16 year old can't be bothered and always kacau me for fashion updates although i am the last person she should ask)maybe it's the visual. maybe i am scared. maybe i just need to push all those aside and think like i am meeting a normal person.

besides meeting a normal person can be 10 times scarier. since they will judge you by the very 1st handshake. they will characterize and judge you just by looking at your clothes, the way you speak, the words you use. basically everything and it takes like umpteen effort to keep it that way. not that i am saying mental retarded's are stupid but...i am sure they are certainly more genuine then tons of people out there.

sigh i don't know what am i saying anymore. just this is one of the fear or i don't know what to do things. it won't be easy for me but as sexay chan says "well...we can try..or at least learn.." mom says "it's the matter of getting used to it, just go to more homes" well...i will be looking forward to this sunday then.

repetition

small talk: my last few toes on my left foot is still numb from last Wed's function. will my toes drop off? *laughs* plus i realized that...although my phone died that day and we had no watches..i forgot i could have checked the time using my tamagotchi-_-''

i don't know bout how everyone goes about their daily lives. but ever since i started working sometimes going to work on monday is a drag. not that i loathe working but the weekend seems to pass so much faster now. so much lepaking to do, so many people i should spend more time with and so little time.

it was raining this morning. found this beside the dustbin outside my house. hopefully it will bring some light to monday blues esp. since i will be alone at opis again..-_-'