Monday, August 28, 2006

what the heck

what was on my mind?
what was i thinking?
what was disturbing me?

....dont draw when you are half concious...

Monday, August 21, 2006

cute car

i need something cute to make me forget todays episode of American Next Top Model!!

so yea.

btw today's episode BLEARGH!!!!!~_~(the girl so biatchy wan?!)

but i still cannot forget my frust(over this 1 small episode) plus it was so hot...i was like this spoilt girl that had a spoilt recorder in my mouth


until my didi who when dota-ing wont even notice if the house is burning, beh tahan scolded me for making him lose his GODLIGHT.

kekeke: P

so i decided to do something....kinda...lame?stupid? for fun? for nuts? ...since the present buyliao...then i wont wear de bah...then cannot be i keep..although bought present for her liao...still..this present shall be an extra then *hums*

i ....not....artsy feel...did i even graduate from art college~_~'

.cannot be i show whats inside....later she click and saw it here before i even drop it off her house LOL: P

i made a card too..but too sucky...then i also forgot to take a photo of it.....and i feel...the whole thing looks like some lover thing...pinkpink....!!>_<' but she likes pink yea!!!
im the ultimate mess maker!!!!!! reminds me of good ol days!!!XDXD

i love messing things up!!!!! then....packing !!O_o im...weird.

Sunday, August 20, 2006


something smells fishy nice.

too nice.

its the guys nivea deodorant....hurhurhur...

my brother using deodorant?!


something smells fishyly nice... : p

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

bulat talks rubbish again (beta version)

GREMLINS ARE CUTE!!!!!*thinks* LAMELY CUTE!!!! kekekekeke

//lao gai mode on

i wanwanwanwanwanwnawanwanwnanwanwnanwanwnanwanwanwanwanwnawanwanwan
want a TATTOOO!!!!!!!!XDXDXDXDXDXD*gives preety pretty please look to lao da*

FAIL!!!!!(nvm got version 1 soon BLeah!!)

//lao gai mode off

go tarpau chicken rice

"auntie!! kai fan mm moi fan!!"
"auntie!! kai fan mm moi kai!"
" 2 celaka!! dont simply orderlarh!"

....kena marah by mommy T_T

JENGJENGJENG!!! a sucky tribute drawing!!~ the flower will grow bigger next time: D and musnt.forget.the.metallic.shingshing.underwear: D

Friday, August 11, 2006

Oh lol!!

im gonna skip talking about my whole boring day today.

i mean nothing much ever happens when you spend 2 1/2 hours walking fast in Midvalley passing by everyone as if they had disease hunting for presents den giving up, thus walking into clothes shop and dont like every shirt cause all small size and wanted to buy accessories but dont have the heart to pay RM33 for a super chun bulatbulat bracelet that shines and RM49 for a bracelet that berkilats with stones and heart shapes stuff plus the sales people keep looking at you like you are gonna steal ending up in MPH reading a lot of books..and in the end spend RM60 on books and was late for meeting my mom and forgetting lunch and my dads underwear.....aiaiaiaiai~_~

.typo noob.

so yea..nothing interesting happens when you are walking alone in midvalley on a friday afternoon. hahahahahahahaha: P : P: P

i just wanted to say and sexay chan went to williams to makanmakan just now..gonelarh my whole week diet. then girls will be girls ...can talk for 3 hours there..i think we would have continued if we dint see this familiar car parking across the street.

i stared quite long cause i ..dont dare to confirmed it myself until sexay chan noticed i was staring and confirmed it for me thus..."bulat! it is them..lets pit!"

"boss!! bill!!!"

before i could even find my wallet in my "garbage bag" she paid and fastfast leave liao. hahahahahahahahahaha its weird. so she says cause i used to be close to them at the very least, now we not only avoid if possible but we dont even exchange nods..dont mention helloslarh.

what happened to the friendship we once hold? what happened to kept secrets, gossips, tales, stories, late night yumchas, pinky promises, phone calls, girly whateva and so on? a book that has been read and suddenly put away with a knowing when will the time come that once again you will pick the book and continue reading....start re-reading from beginning or ...just leave it on your bookshelf until years has gone by and you will remember times that has once happened by.

what happened last week during gym..
e cup lyn wants a photo of it...nah~_~

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

cari pasal of the day

"blahblahblah" "yadayadayada" "ehh so now that the plans are all sorted will be in 1-u tommorrow...midvalley on friday...pyramid on saturday and KLCC on sunday.." ".....i better start hiding my wallet so i cannot find it"

searching for small hands

my hands are small...actually i dont feel its small..but since im hand memang look unproportionly small compared to the rest....(dont count my small boobs T_T) but so far comparing to everyone i know..almost everyone i know my hands stands at being the smallest cousin whos 14 also got bigger hands den me..~_~""

i dont like can? feels like....i dont know search of small hands!!!!~dontla gimme 4 year old kid like mitchie sister of course my hand bigger..but ar..bigger by NOT that a lot hands...16 cm!!: D from middle finger to the end of the palm....around there ba 16cm~~in search for smaller hands!!!: D win ar...erm...yumcha session kekeke i paylorh what else to celebrate my not small hands: P

searching for big boobs

lyn has the biggest boobs i know...i mean msia larh so far...her boobs are the biggest in my circle..i dont know bout other people..peoples frens.. but hers so far hold the record...and its becoming so common where if any big girl boob pass by me and lyn will look for 3 seconds den look at each other for 2 seconds den she will say " i still win" hahahahahahaXD

so...must search for girls with bigger boobs!!!!!: D: D: D

we are sooooooo lame and mou liu.

Sunday, August 6, 2006

cause i heart

.oops..i drew myself toooooooooooo thin...hahahahah: D.

i heart sexay channn!!!!! her 21st birthday today!!!

huehuehue OLD LE LARH!!!!
hope you get a chun boyfriend whos rich enough to pay for our food bills.
hope yuor career take off in a speed of light.
no more bad luck this time around~~hughughug*

sexay : like you meh..still act like small kid ish*
bulat : ......T_T

i suddenly sms-ed her at 3am..cause i suddenly remembered... LOL....cannot be call her..she WILL kill SMS sjerlarh...she will be back tml from Kuantan...maybe karaoke~~i heart karaoke...o m g my obsession~~love*

i heart my papa cause he hearts McD as well

it isnt everyday you get a father who suggest McD instead of the other way round....

shhuushhh**...canot announce i ate gym trainer will slaughter me from head to toe. OUH*T_T

its really sad to hear how people lose weight in tv programmes..those "i lost 33kgs in 3 months" thingy. wah jealousnyer.not that im 33kgs overweight but still...

"woah~~ so how did you lose so much in 3 months?"

"i ate pineapple and yoghurt everyday"
"i didnt carbs for a yearliao"
"i ate cheese cake for breakfast...beef and pineapple for lunch and cheese cake for dinner"
"i ate yoghurt and green tea...or maybe some occasional fruits"
"i ate diet pills..diarhheoa pill...anti depressed pills"


*continue eating McD..cause im lovin it~~: P

Friday, August 4, 2006

showing off

e cup lyn called me that day.

she said in utmost embarassed voice

"i cannot believe i cried in front of lap cheong that day!!!! so memalufying!!!"

in response...."well at least now we know that you sure passliao: P"

"....i was thinking bout that too!!: P"
"but so memalufying!!!"

thinking bout it...of courselar its memalufying. i had my fair share of dripping overflowing tears in front of people before. not in the movies or some sad accident. but in situations where its to people that you are weak. you need to cry. you cant just put on your mask anymore.

although i really hate myself sometimes cause i cant really control my emotions. in fact i find it really hard...basically you can see everything written on my face... thats why i suck in lying. but on the other hand..i actually find it...i dont know. when e cup lyn said that i felt...i felt shes human, not that shes not..(shes actually an orrgui) but then...cause she hardly show emotions(esp sad ones...why no one show sad emotions when everyone is supposed to share feelings together regardless its sad or happy)

not that she doesnt show emotions... but its rare to see sad ones. esp when she cannot take the pressure anymore and broke down...make me wanna kneel next to her and pat her head. kiss her forehead. give her ice cream..i know that sounded like.."wth bulat...u think you manjaing 6 year old kid?"

to me when people are sad...a small gesture tells a lot...this is how i sek my frens...this is the way i am... you may do it differently... but i do it this way(thats why i grow fat..1 ice cream for you...1 ice cream for me...some ppl when sad dont wanna eat but smile anyway cause u had the heart to treat them the end..who eat if they dont want? i eatlorh)

so its really okay to show emotions...i dont know ...somehow i feel more human...or maybe everyone only shows emotions to people they are closest and comfortable how im not used to smiling at people im closed with when we pass by(very weird wan..sama class but not close i dont even bother to smile...hahahaha~_~ terrible) but i guess this is under mannersliao....

okay im lost.. but to summarize what im trying to say(this is why im not in some debate team...make everyone blur den just summarize it onlylar to save my speech)

It aint life if you aint happy. But it aint life either if you aint sad.angry.dreamy.funny.cheeky.naughty.
kawaii.nosey. LOL. after all we ARE humans with emotions~~open up to the world and the world will open up to you..both arms and legs: P

Thursday, August 3, 2006

ah-choo v.2

never understand

" sick arh you?"
".nolarhh sneeze only what..maybe someones missing me!!~ hahahaha"
"...yarh with phelgm and all"
"....crap u"


" my throat very think im gettin sick?"
"...aiya wan kok lei ge jiek"(your imagination only....used my trademark sentence pulak wth)
"..cannot belarh..itchy until..i wanna scratch my ear cause my throat make my ear itchy"
"...WTH?...? anyway drink honeylarh it will be better!!"

this morning....

"ah-choo ah cho0o ah choOOOooOo!!!"
"thats 3 times definately sick hahaha: D"
"where got mother laugh at thier daughter sick wan?!..and i drank honey yesterday!! should be better what"
" aijo...go take medicinelarh!!~talk so much..and your papa luanluan lai..honey cure wan meh?! honey add phelgmlarh"

.my medication.

I WISH!(am wishing LOL)

but i DID eat banana choc from secret recipe just now *burp* ...what to do..sexay chan tarpau to my house de ...dont eat meh? siao...the cake like calling my name leh...

"come come bulat i know you want me..i know yu cannot resist me"

CHOMP!!!!!!** into my mouth into my stomach *burrrrrRrRrRrrrP* kekekeke

but im not kidding. msbulat is sick. sick is such a rare thing for me... imagine i sleep same bed with my didi when he has chicken pox i also wont get it....i got the virus like what? 6 years later? LOL so once im sick...i beh tahan wan..cause not used to being sick..lil bit i also feel like very the san fu~_______~

and once sick..i will be really the sick. serious sick..dunno why i feel ..people like me hardly fall sick wan...sure one day die of a great know those people always fall sick..small sickslar...flularh..coughlarh..then due to the fact they always fall sick thus thier body built up anti-resistants(antibodi whatever) to fight off all these sickness..thus they are indirectly stronger.

people like me seldom sick..suddenly tsunami sick come..kengkeng one. my body cannot tahan..den mai dielorh..ya...hahahha i actually think this way. my mom say i siao wan....cause i healthy only hardly sick marh....noleh mom T_T cause i make friends with virus then suddenly they wan bully me mai make me sicklorh.... prove how sick i am...theres the proof... i talk crap for 2 reading back i also dont know what i just talk about.. zzZZZzzzz.

in sick. im sneezing. i hate medicines(yuck..the real medicine i took..not the yellow, had red/pink lines and is bitter..T_T aiaiai..i only like children know doctor give the bottle transparent white sweet de? yarh...when i go see doctor i always ask can i have the syrup..hahahahaha and no..he wont gimme...) i hate sleeping when sick (somehow when you wake up feels even more sick) i hate cough. i hate breathing through my mouth....

you know what, i remember the other day i said this when my gym trainer say why gym almost half a year still never put down weight.

"aiyo...i rather get one very keng sickness then put down weight faster..once cure liao then i maintain weight"

be careful for what you wish for...cause now sick jor..not big de..but still..~_~ if really tai ka lai si like me.....Kekekekeke sick also eat stilll..dont care: P suanle.

...oklarh i dont want to crap liao: D i have been crapping a lot...everybody also beh thn me on msn kekeke. ..

no...what im trying to say a kelian sick lil bulat girl...please seksek i can be better *ah -choo* show you pitiful look.

looks at KFC on the table....cannot eat de KFC that my didi tarpau for me (later gonna snowlar) cause he dont know i sick....*shows you charm look lvl 5* T_TT_TT_T

Wednesday, August 2, 2006

surprise surprise

..i suck at surprises....wanted to at least make sexay chan a bit surprised during her birthday by doing the end

"eh alice say want to celebrate worh"
"like that i call alice to see what is going on den we all can celebrate it together. you like yit lao wad"
"..why u telling it to my face?"
"...well..since u aso noe how to say alice said...den as long you dont know larh the place and all it should be fine!: D semi surprise?"
" suck"

"eh..i be directlarh what you wanna eat?"
" MacD or chicken rice at kelana"
"nono..not for lunch later but u wanna eat for your birthday"
" we go eat jap buffet!!!!"
"serious meh...haha(tears of sweat)"
"(sensing my sweat) oklarh...i see how 1st cause my fren coming back from sabah ay wan take me makan there"
"i tok with alice liao den we simply cannot come to a conclusion..she gave a plce that i simply must have something to conquer back but i cannot think of any"
"..what place is that?"
"..dowanlarh we go eat crab!! den cheong K!!! den drink wine!! how does tat sound? economic nyer!"
"FABULOUS!!...EH! wth! u just came up with the whole itinery for your birthday..and aper economic..kns~___~'" i suck in doing all these...esp when you have to think of the money wise...transport wise...time wise...BLeah. she just came up with a workable one in mere split why is she still singlE??!! weird nyeR!!!~O_o

and nothing is more surprising finding...peoples blog...people that you know...sumore es-RO kaki..somemore..i think wanted to kao ning de ....lolz...small small digital world.

ang gugu...

really small world..~_~ off to 1-u.

i bet the people there must be so sien of my small wardrobe edi always wearing the same clothes ...lolz~_~ not that 1-u dun have shops sumore. ahhhhh~~~

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

i can never understand

why am i bothering when its peoples love life... but it somehow feels so weird... VERY VERY WEIRD.

i hope no more sad stories to hear after the last one..ERM...lolz. i kinda patched that last fight for them i know why my friends always say me.. zzz~_~

i didnt go and kacau patch wan larh....somehow it came to me..then somehow i kautim happened indirectly!!!

im not a director~~T_T im not a tao yan T_T

but yea.i wish them all the happiness and luck althoug until now..i still think its weird. LOL...really maybe its not weird..just that ...its not everyday you hear a 1+ year old guy dating a 7 year older than him girl who has 2 kids..... Erm..

im not gonna butt my 2 cents in like last time. heck caused me tons of kns-ness. but imhere if they izit even called talking? Please say bye at least to let me know now u wanna cont tokin to ur significant other and dun leave me hanging somewhere like a lost duck.(you know always see ppl sell chicken see how they hang thier chickens and ducks? ya)

well as the saying goes( created by us haha)

甜甜天..or izit 天天甜

im a 香蕉..remember..~_~