Thursday, December 30, 2010


Birthday + Christmas
the merged word doesn't sound nice but the festives were good!
both of 'em
(pada'hal birthday and christmas are 25 days apart but it feels like it's merged with all the decos up early! :D yay)

The highlights would be :

i cannot (i can but lazy) count how many i had this year. friends buy. mom buy. I buy. pocky buy. since i'm a dessert fanatic, i can be a total a** if the dessert sucks but thankfully this year all rocked :D not like they all dropped from heaven (okay maybe some really tasted like heaven. yay!) but the fact that i know how much effort was gone into getting the best there is for me, i am truly grateful.
not so grateful that i prolly killed my sugar level that weekend cause i finished clean whatever desserts that was in the fridge. esp. whatever i bought. i bought more to share, mana tau everyone ask me to eat cause it's my birthday-_-

HAJIME! :D yay!
japanese rocks me socks (although i don't wear socks) anytime! :D:D *smilesmilesmile*
esp. good ones T_T!! nuoooo* comes with heavy price tag but comes with an equally satisfying tummy. look how happy pootchi is :D really looks like a buffet for him~ kakaka

of course must thank ah pek for putting effort in everything he did. knowing how lazy and cincai he can get (esp. judging from previous birthdays uh-hm*) this year he really gave 101% *seksek*
of course to everyone else who put effort in too for every other thing. you guys know what you all did la or didn't do wahaha (wah i so bad):D

i think one of the bestbest-est christmas present i bought (or sharedT_T ...shared not even half ceh) for this year :D super cute despite everyone who said it was ugly. SUPER REGRET i did not get one for myself T_T cause it is sold out everywhere now inc. display sets. sigh* budgetlar. budget some more sniff* T_T

but prolly this is also the year i felt like i spent a lot on presents. almost everyone i knew got one. cause they each deserve something for being someone in my life :)
(although got some did not get to give cause did not manage to hunt T_T compensated with food pulak. yes, yes i still 'pin sam' cause my girlfriends are really more important and they did muchmuch more and all with an open heart)

and what's xmas without taking pictures with the deco?! :D
managed to see quite a lot this year although no photos of all T_T
but is okay. me still a happy lil girl!! :D

2011 MALI LA!

Monday, October 11, 2010


it was the day for me and pocky-_- so scary but it was done and over with
*breathes sigh of relief*

i shall now show you how nice Chuzzles can get *laughs*

bodoby and cody on "chuzzles" with iphone.

at the other side of the table is my other 2 friends who are equally indulged in the same game but using itouch-_-

*aiks* caught in action :P

anyway-_- amazing what technology can do. they can fill up your time (with not much efficiency but better then doing nothing i guess..but what happen to the old fashion way of reading books?!) and make you get closer to people (i realized gaming really makes you closer to people)


left me and pocky damn lonely-_- *roar*

*bitebite pocky's hand*

anyhow, very the rockings punya .....crap..what isit?!
..i forgot-_- whathe. anyway it's pork.
pork is always good :D
just go Brussels Beer Cafe at Jaya 1 and tembak from menu

Monday, September 6, 2010

Favourite Past Time

Sakai's Singing Session (S.S.S) hahaha :P
                              (i notice nowadays my photos are watermarked just for bodo blog...haha)
for Bodoby's viewing pleasure. i recalled she had to do something that day and we just had a last min karaoke session to finish up our Redbox vouchers :D (which i still have uh-hm*) and i took videos of the sakai's singing too :D later postpost~

ironically this was our last Redbox Karaoke cause after that...

TEOHENG at Giza all the way!!

it's crazy-_- started out as me persuading my mom to try the place out cause it was near and we never looked back since then. the first time my mom tried it was with me and eelyn-_- 4 days in a row we karaok-ed and straightaway mom was deemed VIP by the workers-_-

*hide face*

Friday, April 16, 2010

gimme my hotcakes!!!

imagine waking up from a dream of luscious hotcakes, butter oozing honey glazing while steam coming out from it.
feeling happy that McDonalds is barely a 5 minutes drive away, without even brushing my teeth (gurgledlar with listerine) hopped onto the car and sped off leaving my mom to yell at me cause i was supposed to do laundry first but hey! breakfast is important for fuel right?

just to hum on the way there(although the radio was playing a stupid song, knife cuts like a knife? ), did not care if the car in front STOPPED at the green light(cant say the same fr the car in front of me) happier to see there wasn't any queue. just to hear these words coming out from the black box voice machine.

"sorry we have no hotcakes"

....straightaway i said in a loud voice
"what do you mean there is no hotcakes?!

i think i scared the lady behind cause straightaway a man replied me.
"sorry sir,'am. the supplier is out of stock. that's why"

in my mind all kinds of "ARGH, what is this shit??" running through my head. esp the fact that you just need very basic ingredients to make hotcakes like flour, eggs and what nots. i am surprised that you can be OUT OF STOCK AT SUPPLIERS for hotcakes considering that fact.

plus cause i did not wanna waste my time all the way there i ordered egg McMuffin which ironically it's one of the main reasons why i wanted something sweet instead of savory (cause for 2 weeks straight i have been eating eggs, ham and cheese at home due to my family's new diet) so i drove all the way to McD just to eat what i have been eating for 2 weeks straight just that with bread. ARGH*

this suuuuuuuuucks-_-!!

i felt so bad for showing my beh song face with my beh song voice to the employees when obviously it's not their fault but i can't help it! argh!!!*

i want my hotcakes!!!

i gonna make my own for lunch!


don't worry McDonald's is still my favourite. beh song the supplier!!-_-!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

bulat's blood is not O, how come?!

keke* Copy Paste Blogpost!
well at least now got something bout me not round de. my blood group. mieh.
went all the way to God knows where for donation (for good causes and can cleanse blood why not?) just to find out i cannot donate cause i ate antibiotics. T_T
damn bodo.
wasted pocky's fuel T_T

meet pocky's blood:D can guess his blood type? he is very proud cause this blood type is apparently friendly people have one. *CEH* and the best cause it's a "universal donator" so also means unselfish *CEH*!


he finished filling up the packet in 5 minutes! i feel very abnormal speed...hahaha-_- the last time i donated (which was super long ago) seems to feel forever. but then again, my blood super pekat hard to pump out....*ah-hm* pekat blood is due to lack of exercise *cough* and too much oily food *coughcough*

after donating must eat! :D the best part of donating blood. a freaking good reason just to eat anything you want! :D 4 bolas make friend with pocky's tummy edy-_-
and only 1 bola out of 4 got nose-_-!!

this bola crying....pocky made him cry de T_T wuwuw~ (see got hair one this one-_-! )
and funnily, i feel looks like him hahahahahahaha :D

the end!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

boob queen's day

today i sat like a mannequin at Chic Nail Spa at BVII.

a talking mannequin.

yapyapyap-ing away. non-stop with the "Queen" indulging in her birthday treat.

which i did not expect her to use so fast and you know you took a long time to make a decision buying the "packages" that day when the manicurist say "yes, i remember. your friend came to buy the packages." *points at me* "and your name is bulat."

........she remembered! omg. *clapclap* *show shiny eyes* amazing....

i only can thank the nice manicurist and pedicurist who were doing her nails for being patient. listening to us yap non stop while they pamper her..non stop for 90 minutes. din't know it can take that long for "pan lengleng".

and guys probably don't even notice that they shine more then usual after the girl sitting and paying for it hahahahah really should appreciate girls who go through this just to look nice. to me takes hell a lot of patience and what nots.

wonderful place and affordable prices aside.

i really wonder how much stories the manicurist/pedicurist listens to..i mean like just now we were talking and talking. about everything and everyone. gossips that is repeated on and on again without us getting sick of it. new updated gossip that comes once in a while when suddenly it just comes, "pop" out of nowhere while halfway talking. or just plain ol' reminiscing the past (why do girls like doing this. aih* feels like a grandmama)

but for the manicurist/pedicurist everything we say is new. everything we say can be either boring or tad fascinating. everything shows a lil side of everything(or anything) bout us and they might or might not understand us a lil better suddenly. they might or might not judge us based on how we put our views on things or how we address the subjects to a certain point.

it feels scary yet nothing....hahaha :D


i mean...strangers are just once off. but the people whom knows you, ah! a whole different story. *laughs* people are veryvery fun and interesting but also scary T_T

oh talking bout it...hmm* i hope the manicurist and pedicurist doesnt' know any one of the people we were "gossiping" about. *laughs* if not...huhuhu. dielar :D

nothing is complete...without dessert~loves*

Thursday, March 18, 2010

sticky note..again.

not difficult...but not easy either :D

have been having trouble sleeping lately...sigh* shouldn't have dug out some old news from my drawer. has been bugging me at the back of my head sometimes. whispering unconciously.

anyone wanna sing lullaby for me? :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

those were the days

sitting at the futsal bleachers brings back memories.
the last time i sat at the bleachers accompanying my girlfriends while they watch their boyfriends play was 10 years ago.
never thought i would suddenly do it today.

reminds me i don't know why the guys like to ask me keep/take care of their stuffs while they play-_-
be it their wallet, keys, phone, accessories, water bottle...anything.
the amazing part is all of them allow/don't mind me going through the contents in their wallet O_o

and that is how i manage to dig out a love letter that was written by one of the guys to my long time close girlfriend....laughs* me accidentally seeing it wasn't the problem. the problem was the recipient aka my girlfriend was sitting next to me reading the letter together until we reached the end of it, written in neat handwriting.

her name.

hahahha :D

well, sitting at bleachers reminded me of my fear too
the ball.
somehow the ball..usually football somehow has a way to accidentally come to me and many times almost resolve in accidents.
T_T dowannnnnn

Monday, March 8, 2010

sensei's no ai ♥

I can't tell much I love my sensei! despite her being...scary. hahahah she is not scary but she has a fixed view on certain things. so as long you are not particular then you will definitely love her to bits and pieces cause she's crazy like that! :D Honestly...she invites us to her home to drink beer, willingly follows us out for food and ironically SHE's the one who recommends where to eat Bakuteh and Dim Sum-_- She's Malaysian at heart. Her Japanese root has flew away-_- ironically x2, cause I suck with roads, SHE's the one telling me how to go to the place!-_- WALAO-EH! too much man! my malaysian status has degraded to god knows where aih*

This time around she had an english test she had to take (it's for her teaching license....did not know to teach Japanese you gotta keep up your english as well O_O and honestly, the paper wasn't easy peasy-_- i myself not sure if I can get an A even if I sat for the paper after looking at the samples). So we reversed roles, she was the student. Steph ...just Steph was the teacher. I was trying not to make things difficult LOL! I know english doesn't mean I can teach and doesn't mean I know the terms okay. What if cause of me, she fails the test?! not letting that happen!

Chirashizushi! Honestly when I first saw this on the table. I was like ??? and decided just to take a lil bit cause I don't really like rice anyway. WORST MISTAKE EVER. cause I ended up getting an extra serving twice! and sensei even gave me the leftover to bring home cause I was praising it to the sky and it tasted like it dropped from heaven although to her was like a "children also can make" dish. LOL just when i thought i would have a good hearty brunch the next day, my parents ate it as supper and even asked me where to buy again-_- LOL!
Tofu salad that surprisingly tasted good even though I can see it with my own eyes what was inside-_- what is this sorcery!? everything that my sensei cooked was damn good! She did not even bother to do much! she said it was just last minute cooking. meh! sensei teach me!!! if people with green thumb is good with plants, she must have some golden thumb for food then.
some potato thing which ar....i was eating non stop too. HAHAHA i think she got a shock to see me eat so much cause she knows i usually don't really eat that much and straight go for dessert. but everything was sooooo gooodddddd. it was unbelievable! -_- and i also found out why half the japanese are so slim/thin/lean cause all they do is take 3 bites of whatever is on the table. 3 SMALL bites and drown everything in beer!




cause my beer was on auto refill! until I dare not touch it! dammit.
I think this one night covers my one year supply of beer drinking *burp*

Friday, February 26, 2010

le'prawns day

shall post pretty birthday girl picture later :D

Sunday, February 21, 2010

boom boom pow*

it was a good chase :D
can guess?

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

dong dong chiang~

*editing in progress*

Sunday, January 24, 2010

of random wishing cats

hello. meet my baby bro's new wall deco.
say with me now!:D
sooooo cuuuuuutttttteeeeeeee~ i personally feel the cat on the right looks like him. big butt and all. hahahaha :D
his 40kg girlfriend bought for him knowing how much he wanted it for just rm35. cheaplor-_- so everyone at Mt.Kiara please go get it since they are clearing stock at 40% off hence the cheap price.

then i randomly started my random crap.
"oh wishing cat. hear my plea. i wanna eat tofu if you please."

my mom was like..."you hungry then we go eat lar-_-"
ate we did alright. but i was craving for something saucy and tofu-iy. sigh* why no one understands my love for tofu. (and dumplings and fried rice and penang kueh zhap and....many random food) T_T although i shouldn't be eating a lot cause my knee joints are failing on me. bleah.

but arh :D ms.sexay chan suddenly came and crash with rojak which has TOFU and SAUCE and....:D
my beloved sotong!
talk bout random wishes! it was the last thing i was expecting! :D:D:D:D
omg so easy to make me happy. wathefunnyfishface.

hmm.....maybe i should wish for something more tmr. like a big box of cupcakes! :D
if tmr i blog bout cupcakes you know what happen la.

i went to buy some HAHA :D

Monday, January 18, 2010

name thy position.

how now brown cow?
after blogging for Uncle Dan i got lazy for mine. hahaha-_-!!!!

updates when i feel hardworking *weeeeeeeeee *runs away*

Saturday, January 16, 2010

yellow yellow dirty fellow

"baby bro arhs.. leave some for jie"
"nah..cough people should eat happy colours"

why so cute wan my baby bro!? *picittttt*

primary colours always make me recall secondary school days where we were assigned to a House colour once in Form 1 and will root all the way every year Sports Day till Form 5. oh the horror of "permanent white socks" marks after Sports Day every year!

now die also i won't cheer in the hot sun whole day! (wasn't only cheering was like 3 months of under the sun. run. jump. crawl suffering! O_o)
okay i will. providing i have a BIG ASS HAT, tons of sunblock and mini fan. helps if my ice-cream doesn't melt laughs*

the topic above was something we always said out for fun.
Blue Blue Sticky Glue.
Red Red Botak Head
i don't know why i don't remember Green though-_-''

p.s// walao-eh felt so bad. made ah pek wait for 30 minutes today-_- it has been a long time since i made someone wait that long. bleah. gomenne....T_T

Thursday, January 14, 2010

sensei says....(in jap)

"bulat, so what comes in your mind before you kiss?"

i stoned. just cause the context we were reading bout was talking bout a girl who had all kinds of thoughts running through her brain before she kissed. which i found amazingly ...weird. so i asked sensei what's with this author and what's with all the thinking before a kiss (plus her thinking was all off course wan. why do you think bout whether the guy has brought another girl to this same place to kiss and so forth all right before you kiss the guy!?)

before i answered she continued.

"sigh tat's why marry early when you are not tat polluted."

wathefishcakeswithlimejuice. is that supposed to be good love advice? O_o

photos all randomly searched from flickr.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

it's the tought that counts

my baby bro has surpassed all creativity. not because he suddenly became great in terms of design but he has mastered the "fuss free yet looks cute and nice" way of doing cards. hahahaha even i am shocked lar. but let's not talk bout his colour sense. cause we both simply clash in that area-_-

every time i see handmade cards..i get...confused..hahaha-_-'' it's that fine line between appreciating someone's hard work for you and criticizing it cause people who study art are kanasai like this-_- very difficult and stressful if you ask me. sigh* you want to love it all but you can't cause you just feel like correcting this colour or changing that idea. gets so frustrating really.

having that said. at least confirm you will never see another same one anywhere and if you ask me. handmade cards only work if you did it for your girlfriend/close friends or if you at least have a decent design sense.

if not sad to say...i realized half the people throw handmade cards esp. after quite some time when it has either no meaning anymore (like you broke off or you don't fancy the admirer) or if it doesn't look pretty.

sad reality for something supposedly meaningful.

let's stick to expensive cards or stick it notes with doodles shall we?

or let's all pray that i have half a heart more to really appreciate from deep within.

whichever works.

but arh surprisingly..despite having this confused cold heart..i so far keep every single card i received the past yearsssssssssssss-_- maybe i really love cards (handmade or not) and just don't realize it.

omg. i'm becoming Dr.Jekyll & Hyde

Sunday, January 10, 2010

money goes-_-

hello. meet my pretty new shoes. they are pretty no matter what you think! -_-!!! rar rar* and they are greeeeennnn *shiny eyes* not exactly green..but green get it lar-_-'' and polka dotssssss. i think my 2010 resolution is buying more polka dots and irritate the hell out of people who doesn't like them *cough* lil. miss. chicken.*cough*

i hardlyhardly buy shoes cause i am a fussy and lazy person. For goodnessake Jelly has more shoes then me and i'm a girl!-_- plus most of the time i end up wearing! nobody better complains i don't shop!!!-_-!!! *shows fist*

half the reason i bought is cause i had extra money to spend. just to find out i lost my uber expensive camera case that is from Japan and made out of real leather. now i am awfully broke T_T aper ni!!!! cehs. so sad okay. sigh*

Saturday, January 9, 2010

forever 21st.

spent my whole day lying around bed thanks to "auntie pain". i even went to class with my horrendous hawaiian pants that everyone hates. hahahahahaha:D surprisingly the more people hate it the more i love it. shows how thick of a skin i have considering i really don't give 2 hoots what people think bout me when i walk out of home with it.

unfortunately it bothers me that it makes my friends and family feel bad cause in people's mind they must be thinking "poor people. stuck with this sakai"...okaylar if people think me as sakai. but don't think poorly of my love ones cause they are with this sakai please T_T

anyway show you the highlight of the day.

FOCUS IS DOWN THERE. the thing down there! the below of the pic is a delicious plate of LOBSTAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i now announce that i am feeling terribly sorry to people who can't eat seafood, don't know how to enjoy seafood and hate seafood.

banzai to seafooooood~

Friday, January 8, 2010


i have to stop watching movies-_- eating up all my time and money. zzz. Thank God nothing new until Feb from the looks of it. for now i only wanna catch Muallaf (ROAR* i will make time. lazy wait for DVD) and surprisingly haven't watch Chipmunks-_-' mieh.
normal storyline, 1 or 2 really laugh aloud scenes and 1 interesting quote which dear ms.bulat obviously forgot -_-
if possible do no watch. i repeat do not watch. hugh grant has acted manymany love stories before(like Notting Hill :D) and this is definitely something worth missing in my opinion. nevertheless, catch it if all you wanna have is a reason so all you can do while watching is snuggle next to your baobei. *uh-hm*

and this is my 1st time talk until we forgot bout the movie timing-_- just to see 930pm on our handphone clocks when the movie starts at 920pm. we were still munching on our food. zzz!!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

kill me please

1.hello. meet my long lost friends. wavewavewave* oh hello hiragana, katakana and kanji-_-!! it has been 3 months since i last saw you. how difficult you have grown! 1 hour to read, understand and learn the grammar for 1 paragraph of a short story that just consists of 4 paragraphs *FAINTS* and it's a love story for goodnesssake. i can't believe in 1 paragraph(so it's like what? 3-4 sentences?) it can fully explain how a girl thinks and feels when a relationship is not "confirmed". read edy aso heart and head pain-_-

and a 30 min convo session titling "how to bargain?" in Japanese. hahahaha :D

2."where you went?"
"my son."
"...? what are you babbling about?"

21 means club lar now? laughs* ahhh.. it has been a looooong time since i last clubbed. don't think i will survive inside now. the other day i just drank 1 glass of God knows what was it and i felt like sleeping already-_-'' maybe it's about time i just sit at home, eat ice-cream and snuggle with a book.

"hello. brings. how may i help you?"
"hie! :D may i know what time you guys open?"
i was there from 10.50-11.50am. parking's up. so i left and tarpau-ed lunch for mummy. zzzz!! i want to buy that shoe! CAN A NOT?! ROAR*

", i go see doctor. my ear has been in pain since last 2 days."
"..again?! can you take bath nicely a not? always water go in one?!"
"..haha-_- sigh. ma poorer rm50 lor"
"you ownself ask for trouble wan. how old edy still don't know how to take bath nicely ar?"

"ms.bulat. 5 drops 3 times a day. rm25 please"
in my heart, i was like YES! cheaper!!! :D:D:D
at night, i put only 3 drops and the next day okay edy-_-
wathefishcakesauce. so indirectly that 3 drops was rm25....rm8.++ for one drop. blardy exp wei!!!!
rm8 = 8 McD ice-cream cones. so considering rm25 is 25 cones. that's like my one month's supply of everyday ice-cream dosage-_- indirectly if i wanna contra that rm25. i can't eat ice-cream for a month. this is horrible-_-

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

me and you. just me and you.

:D maybe not. but why not? :D
although ms.rockstarr is right le-_-within 10 min the shop is opened. we can put up the "Close" signboard. alco to her. ice-cream to me.

and ms.sexay very kns wan-_-
"you say wanna tong sui. how did we end up in this kid's place!?"
"kids meh? you got see any kid anot now?"
"-_- " CEH! laughs*

slept with my baby brother bear :D
*happy happy*
hahah yes. i like sleeping with people providing i know them well enough.
spent a great hour talking. HIM TALKING. me nodding :D
so happy. wahahahahaha* you know how siblings are right?! everything also bicker. everything also "yaya whatever." (i will "DISH" the next person that uses that on me)
so to actually have a deep inside heart talk from him :D i feel like .......aiya i just feel happy. like having bedtime story keke.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

the last time was mr. and mrs.smith

-_- damn paiseh. i must re-watchlar. i don't believe i wouldn't like the movie since i DO read Sherlock Holmes!!! DVD LAI.

Monday, January 4, 2010

the closing chapter

there was only 2 things that were MAJOR to me in 2009.

it was an emotional roller coaster ride for me. i don't think i have cried so much over something so silly. time and time again i tell myself to be strong and i always lose half the battle-_- amazingly frustrating. i never thought i can lose myself like that. but 2010 is already right here and i shall be a strong lil girl!! wahahaha* evil laughter*

Oh. how can i forget this. (actually i did until suddenly ms.boob queen mentioned it) for the 1st time in my life (at the age of 24) i received a "FTL" (Friend Termination Letter) from a friend(who is 27) whom i used to be close with. i still can't believed it happened. it only made me recall STD 1 where everyone goes "i don't friend you" difference is that lasted 10 minutes. this i suppose.

i think i shocked myself by not shedding a single tear over this and was actually extremely pissed over it. i have never gotten so pissed for a very long time. after much thoughts and calming sessions for my own good by myself, i just let it go. he wanted it so i decided as a (ex)friend i respect his decision. people say i did not fight for this friendship. some say it is his loss. some say it's my fault.

i seriously don't care (or more like i couldn't absorb anymore) what people had to say. in my opinion was it was a whole lot of misunderstandings that caused the letter. (esp. when he is the type that solves fights, i am the type that will avoid and prolly keep quiet so there would be less fights) in conjuction to that, we had minor disagreements that built up from past already. me keeping silent and him shooting directly (or sometimes vice versa) all at the wrong timings.

it was kinda sad to see this friendship go (for some people they felt really sad, for some...swt. not so) i personally could not bring myself to say sorry. i feel that if there is to be an apology session. it would be on both sides. if not it will never work and since it has been so long, even after the apology thing. i don't know how both of us will ever be like the last time.

on the other hand, i must say thank you to him. i cherish my current friends more. if that letter shed some light on how horrible i am as a friend, then i seriously truly thank the ones that have put up with my rubbish for many years and yet stay peace with me. i know i suck being a friend most of the time, but i do try and try to make up for every lil bit.

nevertheless, i hope he finds his the other half soon despite me "cursing" him saying that he will only get one when he turns 45. *laughs* and that his business continues to flourish like how he always wanted. dato' by 30.

i guess those 2 played a big part for 2009. nothing else was really worth mentioning. not like i suddenly grew a tail or conquered mt.Everest. sorrylarh, my life very dull one kakaka. yea, got other small significant stuffs daily that it's for me to know and remember, not for you to find out ever :D haha.

OH. HAHAHAHHA GOTLARH. GOT ONE MORE THING. MANY PREGNANCIES! OMG. 2010 will be filled with babies!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! :D ROAR* baby shopping!! imma coming!!!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

so fragile

today i went to visit ms.sexay chan's relative in Assunta.
she had a fall in the toilet and now she's under observation cause apparently her skull has a crack line causing the liquid in the brain and blood in the vein to mix together (okay my english and science sucks)

my maths lagi fail. so i can't come up with a simple formula on how it is. but you unlar. final result is she has like some temp. memory loss.

in an hour we were there, she asked about 8 times when is her grandfather coming. her mom answered patiently 8 times that her grandfather is in heaven and has been so since 95'. for 8 times after her mom's answer her face showed pain. like she was gonna burst into tears. however, the emotions last around 30 seconds and then repeats all over again when she asks the question.

it was so painful for me. so sad.

i was so shocked that lil' fall can make you lose urself as a person (indirectly)
robbing your memories, erasing(or confusing) what was supposedly made up of who you are today because of what you had gone through.

please be careful. esp. you ms.rockstarr.

p.s// okay. everyone convinced me that she will be fine and this memory loss thing is normal after having a concussion. still!!! don't wanna see anyone dear to me going through this-_- i'm a worrywart can a not?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

random movie

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
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i did not even know such movie existed-_- shows how much i check movie listings.
we just went to TGV (after looking at how horribly long the queue was at GSC. ridiculous!) and i jumped right into it at the sight of the poster (or maybe cause i saw the magic word. JOHNNY DEPP. hahahahah:D)

forced the ah pek to watch :P and ar...he obliged cause he saw the "Festival De Cannes" logo imprinted on the poster. okay. maybe cause Heath Ledger was one of the main too.

i lovelovelove independent films!!! :D there's always something ....bout them. certain depth that most of Hollywood blockbusters are missing (esp when i watched Die Hard 4...did not know why the heck i was sitting in the cinema just paying to watch explosions-_-'' sigh)

anyway maybe it's just me. since this show is more fairytale-ish based :D as long it made me happy. hahahaha :D i shall now leave you with the following link for i think the person wrote a great review on it. if you ask me..i can't even summarize it for you-_-

or you can always wikipedia it.

Friday, January 1, 2010

countdown to the first 21's

hello people :D
meet the soon to be...
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in their "barney" suits...don't know why they are in purple. kinda liked last years theme. boys in pink. girls in white :D haha like marriage.

proudly presenting their age
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:D lame pose that was done since cousin's 21st. means just last year? swt.

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don't think i captured everyone-_- but it was chaotic enough! esp. during bbq session i thought we were sending out smoke signals to red indians somewhere across the globe-_-!!

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the very 'cool' candle. hahahahahaha :D it was ridiculously stupid in a cute way.

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21st marks the start of freedom. together with it comes responsibility.
in other words, take care of your own buttocks. *laughs*
to me 21 is just a number. like any number with any coming age. but we all need a certain blown out of proportion number to make us remember and recall of ourselves sometimes. time flies...hahaha :D i recall my own 21st. i did not have any grand one (which i don't really like in the 1st place also...haha-_-'') but i had a bunch of small really ongoing for a few days with different people at different places with different cakes-_-'' for a 21st birthday that was the year i did not receive any presents also. how ironic. *laughs*

i feel so bad for my brother-_- always have to salvage some cake for me from any birthday celebration cause i am always too slow and he knows i love cakes-_- and their cakes always damn good. don't know where they get their stock. seriously.

ohoh! and my dad-_- sigh* the birthday girl always helps my mom to wash up stuffs after any celebration. this time my mom pao an anpao for her since it's her 21st and my dad asked "wow, she helped you washed dishes and you gave money?!" "hello uncle? you think why she stood there with your son together cut birthday cake leh?! why not he stand with his gf instead?!"

haha :D ke ai de papa